Road to recovery

This is the beginning. A new one. I started this blog, I think, two years ago, but it never really took off. First, it was meant to be a platform for my cinerama. …… But things have changed. Movies are still very much on my mind, but…….

Not so long ago I worked as an producer´s assistant at a formidable movie production company. The company was headed by two producers, one extremly talented, the other just a wannabe. That guy drove me crazy. He was so full of himself, but none of his ideas were brilliant, groundbreaking or even thrilling.

One day he passed my door and ordered me to serve him & his guests some coffee. And something inside me just snapped. I turned to him and said: “I don´t serve.” The look on his face was priceless. Of course I was fired – not immediately, but after some time.

Since then it seems as if I´ve unleashed some beast within me. I´m still not sure what´s it all about. I want to stay independent but also remain civil. I hate people who are rude or inpolite.

Neither do I wand to be restricted or surpressed. This blog is all about my life, my struggles and my desire for transformation. I take full responsibility.